Wayyyy overdue!

Holy Cow! This year has seriously flown! I still can't wrap my head around the fact that it's December. Not to mention...my blogging has been horrible! I will try to vow to make it a priority this next year! My last blog was in February so I will try to do a fast recap on the year. In April, Logan and I moved back from Arizona. It was definitely bittersweet. Although we missed family here, we left family we had made there. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about Phoenix and the wonderful friends that I met there. It was a great experience and I am so glad I went. Everyone has to spread there wings and live a little and for me it was much easier to do away from home. I felt that I grew so much there. And as I have continued to grow, I really believe I have become a better person over the year. Right after getting back from Phoenix, I had a few job interviews and landed a job at Zions bank as a teller. I absolutely love my job. I pretty much am getting paid to talk all day :) When I was hired it was part time so I worked there and also went back to my old job at Land Title part time. After awhile I got more hours at the bank and am now there pretty much full time. In July, I went to training for "New Accounts" so I know bounce back and forth from behind the teller line and the desk. It was a little overwhelming at first but I think I have it down pretty well now. It gives me variety in my work and I really enjoy it. This year has had its ups but it also has had its downs. Logan and I have had our issues, but what relationship doesn't? We have both made mistakes and we both are far from perfect. There were points that I never thought we would speak again but we have always come back to each other and have realized that it just might be meant to be. Our time apart helped us both grow as individuals and gave us a little space that we obviously needed. Not many people understand our relationship, but that's ok because really, no one needs to. He is my best friend and at the end of the day the person I want to be with. If anybody truly cares about me they will understand that and respect my decisions. This year has also been a very hard year with friends. Friends I thought that would always be there for me that weren't. I hate being in bad with people but sometimes you can't change things. I have just come to accept the fact that people will always come in and out of your life, the ones who stay are the ones worth having. I probably haven't always been the best friend, but I try. Like I have said before I am not perfect and I never will claim to be. So, if I have hurt anybody , I am sorry. As Odd as it is, seems like family isn't what it used to be either. I always counted on family being there when no one else was but it seems like my family on both sides is slipping apart too. There have been quite a few times this year that I have felt at my all time low. But I have come to accept that people and things change. I have the few people that I know I can turn to and count on to be there for me. I have grown stronger over the year and for that I have become a better person. Well now that that seemed depressing haha my next few posts should be a little bit happier! I truly do love my life and am thankful for everything that I do have. It's been a rough year but I have no doubt in my mind that everything ahead of me should be great. I will not let little things get to me and I am appreciating every day. Life is too short to be anything but happy!